Pleasure from pain... I think everybody does some times - you been hurt... had a hard time with friends or family, everything seems wrong around you, do you take pleasure from pain! I do...I blame GOD, who else I blame... well! yes, of course its not true I know that, there isn't one! So, it doesn't matter! But I didn't think about other people's feeling, and I am very wrong, didn't know my moaning and blaming GOD recently was really hurting some people's feeling, and I am taking pleasure from pain - making fun with their GOD, blaming my pain are from him. Yes, I am! if there is one up there, he is our GOD, he give us life! and he should look after us, but what did he do? if he is that powerful and people believe him, but did he give us peace and health, he is our father, he just watching his own children killing each other hurting others did he do anything to stop us? Well, my friends that is my own crazy thinking, I don't believe any God, if there was one, we must have more than one father, and why the children are different colour... so his been naughty too! If there is a GOD up there, I think he is like your own father, should be just one. It's the same as we're come from one dad one mum, and that is no matter how many mum or dad you have. So if our very first father is the GOD, how did he make us people different colour? He must have lots of different colour lady friend them!

 

Well, I don't know how this rubbish has come out from my head, just want to moan about people like to take pleasure from pain and I am one of them too, I take pleasure from pain - I blame all my pain from our father - the GOD! If people couldn't stand my joke! Please have a read my front page before joining my space, no matter who's invited who. I am thinking leaving here to start a new home for my mood, and may be I will change my thinking or mind to please your GOD, I LOVE YOU GOD!