Pleasure from pain... I think everybody does some times - you been hurt... had a hard time with friends or family, everything seems wrong around you, do you take pleasure from pain! I do...I blame GOD, who else I blame... well! yes, of course its not true I know that, there isn't one! So, it doesn't matter! But I didn't think about other people's feeling, and I am very wrong, didn't know my moaning and blaming GOD recently was really hurting some people's feeling, and I am taking pleasure from pain - making fun with their GOD, blaming my pain are from him. Yes, I am! if there is one up there, he is our GOD, he give us life! and he should look after us, but what did he do? if he is that powerful and people believe him, but did he give us peace and health, he is our father, he just watching his own children killing each other hurting others did he do anything to stop us? Well, my friends that is my own crazy thinking, I don't believe any God, if there was one, we must have more than one father, and why the children are different colour... so his been naughty too! If there is a GOD up there, I think he is like your own father, should be just one. It's the same as we're come from one dad one mum, and that is no matter how many mum or dad you have. So if our very first father is the GOD, how did he make us people different colour? He must have lots of different colour lady friend them!

 

Well, I don't know how this rubbish has come out from my head, just want to moan about people like to take pleasure from pain and I am one of them too, I take pleasure from pain - I blame all my pain from our father - the GOD! If people couldn't stand my joke! Please have a read my front page before joining my space, no matter who's invited who. I am thinking leaving here to start a new home for my mood, and may be I will change my thinking or mind to please your GOD, I LOVE YOU GOD!

 

 thinking of you all! love and hugs, Mei

 

 

Some one is so hungry out there, my blog been snack up in a very short time, is gone up to 149 now from just over 10 something in just a few mins my statistics, what is rss? I read it but still don't know how it work, any body can explain? My permission is still for friends only. I did add a new friend not long ago. I just like to know who is showing this much interest on my blog, may be I should start a new career!!!

Dear Friends, I know what I do or did with my friends lists is a bit harsh! Up till now my name had take out from one of you, can't blame her, no body is perfect, and it is impossible to like everyone or be friend with everyone. But as so far there is only one had take me off from her lists and what about me did I take any.....? By now, I think all my friends had seen or read some of my post respond to your GOD! I hope my friends in this blogland do understand what I been go through, I'm not ask you people for pity, this blog thing is for me to breath and with all the comments and friendship I got in return, it is a surprise for me and a big encouragement for my bipolar. I hope we can keep it up with out any more hard time for you and myself. Most of you are still on my lists or I'm still on yours. Lets hope we can maintain a long term friendship! I am thankful for all my friends support and encouragement. And wish you all a lovely Sunday. Mei

Hello friends! I don't really like to write this blog, but as you all know I had some problems with people leaving me some comments about THE GOD subjects, which I find it hard to swallow, and I did say I'm a bit hot for my responds. I really don't want any more this to happen again! SO, now my permission are set for friends only, to stop any more bible lesson coming in, loads of rubbish!

 

Reason to start all this again in here, is that I would like to know who are still upset for what I had written about their GOD or their friend. As I can see there are some in my lists. So tomorrow I will do my spring clean again at noon UK time, if some of you are not happy for what I have done, do send me a message or even invite me back!

Or do it before me, get me out!!!